i have a bajillion posts that i started this past week but never finished. let me just say i am so very happy this week is over. it was full of good, bad, stress, big laughs, depression, yummy food, starvation/stress headaches, tears, and best of all affirmation from without and most importantly within that i am taking the right steps.
i want a million and one things right now, but sleep reigns supreme. too bad i am one hot, sticky mess and will take forever and a day to fall asleep.
the other thought/want that is consuming my brain is formulating a getaway for our anniversary. visions of luxury resorts are dancing in my head, especially if it doesn't require much gas to get to. however, it's major belt-tightening time in the potatobear lair. on the third hand, i want to splurge a little while we have the means since we won't for awhile and have been receiving lots of reminders from everywhere lately that i need to put a limit on my sheistiness and invest our hard-earned funds on travel and experiences now and again...and to live! i'm thinking a night or two in a nice-ish place as far north as santa barabara or even the central coast (neither of us have explored this middle ground much at all) and as far south as san diego. going east into the desert will probably be too hot in early august. suggestions?
oh yes, the big reveal on the meaning of d-day coming very soon. i'm growing increasingly bitter and sick of being mandated to keep mum, and there really is no reason to do so at this point anyway.